i don't know how i could have been so stupid, but i just erased my blog i've been posting on for over 2 years! i really just meant to delete one post. it was more of a journal blog, but i was ready to start sharing it with other people! i just made a list of friends and family i want to share it with. shit shit shit! okay, i got it out, time to start from square one. here's my first post!